InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Cry Havoc!"

Renata Tullus-Cabrera (shielder_renata) wrote,
@ 2010-08-26 23:43:00

[Private to Corin and to Aro because there are no secrets from him]

I did something stupid. I did something really stupid. After the confrontation with the Cullen's on Saturday, Santiago and I went dancing. Solely as friends and nothing more. But one thing lead to another and um...we had sex.

The kicker? He told me he broke up with me to begin with because he didn't think he was good enough for me. He thought he'd fail me in a relationship. ~~He didn't fail me in bed though. Damn that was hot.~~

So basically, now I feel stupid for putting us both in that situation and things are going to be awkward between us. Again.

FML.

[/End Private]

[All Volturi]

Can we please go home yet?

(Post a new comment)

	gioiadivivere 2010-08-27 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	~~Should I even ask?~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shielder_renata 2010-08-27 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	You like it in this boring little town Santiago? Would you not rather go home to our beautiful castle in our beautiful city? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gioiadivivere 2010-08-27 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	No, it really doesn't compare to home, but I do so enjoy exploring ~~if that wasn't obvious enough the other night. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid me. How in the world am I supposed to act around you now?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shielder_renata 2010-08-27 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	There are some interesting sites here and some pretty forests, but nothing beats home. ~~I'm so sorry~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gioiadivivere 2010-08-27 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	Too true. ~~I am such a moron. You must hate my guts.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Volturi undyingstrength 2010-08-27 06:41 pm UTC (link)
	What? Max out your cards shopping already? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Volturi shielder_renata 2010-08-27 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	No, but I did something really...really....REALLY stupid. Plus I mean--we assessed the situation, why are we still here? Would you not rather be in our beautiful city in our beautiful castle? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Volturi undyingstrength 2010-08-27 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	You? Do something really, really, REALLY stupid? I can hardly believe what I am reading here. And I am betting you won't tell. Tsk. Tsk. Of course I want to go home, but you? I can honestly say I am surprised. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix shielder_renata 2010-08-27 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	I had sex with Santiago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-27 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Are you insane crazed maniac looking for more trouble ...okay? ~~I'm am not about to take sides here.~~ Do you need anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-27 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	I feel so bad for him. I mean I practically jumped him. One thing just lead to another and it happened. Ya I'm fine. I'm smart enough not to expect anything to happen. We aren't magically going to get back together. I could use a kick in the pants/ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Felix/Renata

undyingstrength
2010-08-27 11:38 pm UTC (link)

This is why I don't like to jump other members of the guard. It gets you into trouble. One thing led to another, or you were both thinking with other parts of your brain, because you and I both know with what brain Santiago tends to think with over 90% of the time.

Magically huh? ~~have you seen the way that poor bastard looks at you. I feel sorry enough for him.~~

Yes, yes you could. But I'll leave that up to someone else. I don't tend to hit girls...unless told to.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-27 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	~~But I want you and Corin to get together!!~~ What if I'm telling you to hit me and smack some sense into me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-27 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know if that would even be possible. You should have enough sense in you by now. Smacking you will not change that. Try asking Corinthia for a little shock. That might zap your brain back into order. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-27 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	It was an accident, okay?! I didn't mean for it to happen! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-27 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	Obviously, but think for a second, other then your regret. ~~you both are far too self absorbed for your own good sometimes~~ How is he going to feel too? I mean he is a big oaf sometimes, and he really is practically a sex addict, but honestly, are you sure he regrets it? Let alone why he would? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 05:04 am UTC (link)
	Do you know something about Santiago's feelings for me--or lack thereof--that I do not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 05:22 am UTC (link)
	For starters, there is an unforeseen guy code Renata. I am not about to divulge information that I may or may not know. Also, I'm fairly certain it's obvious enough for you to figure out on your own. If you are actually looking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 05:37 am UTC (link)
	Stupid guy code. Betray your bros, damnit! Are you trying to insinuate he still loves me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Um...no. And I'm not insinuating anything. I'm saying look at what is right in front of you and quite whining about it all. I mean if a picture says a thousand words Renata...you practically have a Van Gogh sitting in front of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 05:57 am UTC (link)
	You've given me a lot to think about. Thanks Felix. I'm sorry we haven't had time to see each other since we got here. Care to join me in a run later? I'm pretty sure I can still beat you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 06:01 am UTC (link)
	good now stop whining I do not want to be brought into this later Act like adults Not a problem. You can't beat me without me letting you beat me. What kind of man would I be if I didn't let the lady win? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 06:03 am UTC (link)
	~~Tell that to him, not to me~~ Please! you better not have been throwing competitions all this time Felix de Leon! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 06:08 am UTC (link)
	Let's put it this way Renata. When have you ever seen me beat a girl? And it was not a mission? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 06:09 am UTC (link)
	.... .... Oh you are SO dead Felix de Leon! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 06:14 am UTC (link)
	And here I wondered if you were going to catch onto that. Why I am already dead Renata. And why would you want to kill me? I can continue to be a gentelman and let the lady win and bite my own pride for it. What is wrong with that? ~~not to mention the view~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata shielder_renata 2010-08-28 06:15 am UTC (link)
	Because I thought I was winning for real! My pride is wounded! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Felix/Renata undyingstrength 2010-08-28 06:17 am UTC (link)
	Awe. I'm sorry. You're pride should be boasting. If anything I did enjoy the view. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Renata femmefatal 2010-08-30 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	... Why would you DO that?!? Please tell me you didn't actually fall for that line, Ren. He's full of bullshit! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:10 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what to think Cor. I feel bad for BOTH of us right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:13 am UTC (link)
	Why would you even bother to feel bad for that jackass? He just wanted another booty call, Renata! ~~And you gave it to him, for nothing! God, what were you thinking!?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:15 am UTC (link)
	I guess you'll have to discipline me. And you know what ELSE I found out? You're gonna get pissed! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:17 am UTC (link)
	... I'm not your mother, Renata. I'm not going to give you a spanking or tell you to go to your room. You need to learn from this mistake, though, and not let him walk all over you like that. Dare I ask what it could be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:19 am UTC (link)
	Every competition we've ever had with Felix he's purposely thrown. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:20 am UTC (link)
	That is an absolute lie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:22 am UTC (link)
	I know, right? I told him there was no way he could beat us. He said he was throwing them to enjoy the view! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:23 am UTC (link)
	He is full of shit, I know for a fact he doesn't throw them all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:25 am UTC (link)
	Ohhh, are you hiding something from me? Share the details baby girl! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Renata/Corin

femmefatal
2010-08-31 04:28 am UTC (link)

Not hiding anything, I just know that he can't have purposefully let us win all those competitions. For one thing, he's not as fast as I am.

But I hope you know you can't distract me from the real issue. I'm not necessarily upset with you, but I am disappointed. You're just putting yourself in a place where you'll get hurt again. You're worth more than that, Renata.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:30 am UTC (link)
	I wont let anything like that ever happen again. I wouldn't be surprised if he went laughing to Demetri over the entire situation. Which reminds me that I need to kick his ass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:31 am UTC (link)
	He probably did, I wouldn't put it past him. No point in it really, I did enough to his ego to last for awhile, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin shielder_renata 2010-08-31 04:33 am UTC (link)
	You should have castrated him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Renata/Corin femmefatal 2010-08-31 04:34 am UTC (link)
	That would have been funny, but honestly, it could have been worse. And if anyone deserves castration, it's Santiago. (Reply to this) (Parent)